Another Drop On My Shining Silver.

It's okay sometimes to shed a tear.
When things go unruly, or you have fear.
But nothing disentangles things.
Surpassing like my Shining Silver.

At times, I wish I could have.
someone, or anyone.
Who would listen to my version.
Like does my Shining Silver.

I was numskull when I thought I have
Doting people who would make me forget.
And that I can throw away.
And won't ever need, the Shining Silver.

It feels that they can't perceive.
And I don't blame people.
For they don't know me.
Like does my Shining Silver.

It knows me inside out.
And that is the sole reason.
That I give away another drop.
After a long time, to my Shining Silver.

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Some people keep scolding me for always coming up with depressed kind of things.

I don't know how angry will Vidisha get after reading this. 

But I promise, no more sadness from now on.

Monologue

Amidst the hustle
Amidst the noise
Here I ensconce, waiting

People to the left
And people to the right
A thousand different faces
In this fast-moving verve
We're a trio!
Yet so reclusive, it feels
Seems like I'm the only one
I can talk to, funny!
Yes! Me and my monologue
Getting darker now.
More people is what I see
As I start to wonder
Did the earth just start spinning faster
Will it ever stop
Or at least, slow down a little!
And upon the patration of this eventide
Being elevated to the 'Third Level'
I still wait for the bucket of bolts to come.
And take me to the familiar territory!

October 31, 2013
Waiting to go back to home. (A rather LONG wait!)
 

Yes. I am selfish.

I feel like a child today.
Like I was some time ago.
Like I liked myself.
Like I was my best.
Like I thought I should have been.
I wonder what took me so long.
So long to realize.
That pretty bloke might say.
That I am cold as ice.
And hate me quite a lot.
And the fellow is justified.
For I have done all the wrong.
But I had some promises to keep
Some jobs to do.
Some things to care.
Some steps to take.
So I might be bad,
But I'm allayed today.
Gentle or vile, scrimpy or nice.
I feel like myself today!
And that is all that matters.
I'm sorry! I'm sorry.
Forgive and forget.

Butterfly Fly Away

And yes dear, you don't understand
It's not anything we planned 
Kind of makes you think it's meant to be
I always knew the day would come
You'd stop crawling, start to run
Beautiful as beautiful can be

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Got your wings, now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away
You've been waiting for this day
All along you've known just what to do

Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly
Butterfly fly away

(Taken from Hannah Montana: The Movie)
No other words could describe my feelings at the moment. :)

A Ticking Clock..

I look at them
I start to cry
Not facing them
But in the mind

As I keep brooding
I flinch a little
I get scared, inside
But give them a smile
My very best

A Ticking clock, it is!
I wish it could dawdle
Sad! It will not
And that's how it goes on..

Ditched by Everyone

The night
A lot darker, it seems
She's muffed
The rest of the world beams
The hurt
Has become more heartfelt
It's now lonely
The place where she once dwelt
A lot silent
Has become her cry
For the joy
Was merely a decoy
A tip-off
That she cannot share
Because nobody
Did, does, or will care
Her prayers
Stopped getting answered


Alone
In this night so dark
She decides,
She cries,
She winces,
She tries
The shining silver
Her only friend
It's time
*Slits wrist*
She dies

Ditched.
Ditched by everyone.