Yes. I am selfish.

I feel like a child today.
Like I was some time ago.
Like I liked myself.
Like I was my best.
Like I thought I should have been.
I wonder what took me so long.
So long to realize.
That pretty bloke might say.
That I am cold as ice.
And hate me quite a lot.
And the fellow is justified.
For I have done all the wrong.
But I had some promises to keep
Some jobs to do.
Some things to care.
Some steps to take.
So I might be bad,
But I'm allayed today.
Gentle or vile, scrimpy or nice.
I feel like myself today!
And that is all that matters.
I'm sorry! I'm sorry.
Forgive and forget.